Monday, April 25, 2011

Somewhere In Between

Tonight someone took a break from the
doom and gloom on the nightly news, took
one last sip of coffee, and
strolled across town to see the house he grew up in. 
Nothing was different, except the
colour, the
new fence, the
family now living in it. 
But it was still the same old wooden house;
and as nostalgia settled in
and tears rolled down his face,
 his soul smiled.

Tonight a stranger’s day was brightened
with nothing but a
look and a smile. 
Sometimes we
forget where we are,
who is near and
what’s at stake
and for a moment
we allow ourselves to
feel like Atlas. 
We let the weight of the world
rest on our shoulders and
 it’s on days like those that
sometimes, all it takes is a
look and a smile.

Tonight in an alley a
few blocks down,
someone got robbed.  And
as a young man sprinted off into the night,
the police gave chase. 
It’s a frightening truth to
face that times are changing, when
not too long ago anyone could
walk around until
the wee hours of the morning.   
But jobs are
increasingly harder to find,
and it’s so much easier to
take from someone who already has...
and sometimes has very little.

Tonight, friends are singing at the
top of their lungs as they
walk home drunk,
holding hands,
reluctant to let go of the
good times they’ve just had
before they must retire to
one bedroom apartments,
6am wakeup calls
and a day spent at a
nine to five
before they can all meet up again.

Tonight, on a deck,
in the middle of a subtropical jungle,
a boy counted
205 shooting stars
in the span of 2 hours; and
for every single one of them,
he wished the same wish...  
Now, this is not the
typical wish made by a 9 year old... but
this is not your ordinary 9 year old. 
Behind his
boyish excitement and
the warmth in his eyes
is a heavy heart. 
A heart weighed down by
civil war and genocide,
a heart with but one wish:
Peace.

Tonight, a mile above the Atlantic Ocean,
in anticipation of a
forthcoming inquisition,
a young man dreamt of freedom;
freedom from biases,
or prejudice. 
At this precise moment, a
young woman also dreamt of freedom;
freedom from mental and sexual slavery. 
And at that very moment,
two perfect strangers from
very different clans
found Nirvana
and were reborn.

Tonight after many reclusive years,
running from his fears and
painful memories, after
many nights spent on
park benches,
warmed only by the
thought of home
and a flask of whiskey;
 after many months bouncing from
odd job to odd job with
no care for a stable future;
after one too many bar fights;  
the prodigal son found himself returning home.

Tonight two lovers’ eyes
glisten in the moonlight,
their skin becomes electric with
every caress, their
lips beckon for more with
every kiss, their
souls collide as they
stare into each other’s eyes and
a void is filled
as they share the same bed for the first time.

Tonight someone gently brushed the
long brown hair that
covered his loved one’s left ear as he
whispered three tender words,
but despite his expectations
she hung her head and
wept, as she
confessed a secret kept.
Tonight a man got his heart broken

Tonight, from behind a chain-link fence,
three dogs serenaded a
red, glowing full moon with a
crescendo of howls, and they
could care less about the
angered neighbours or their
yelling owner
begging them to stop. 
No,
they were too busy
beckoning the sun’s reprise.
Tonight, somewhere
half way around the world,
it’s now morning.

Tonight a man heavy-footedly walked away from
the round table he sat at, while
five other men drank, smoked, and laughed...
he thought of
how he would tell his
wife of 33 years that
he’d just lost their life’s savings at a
game of cards.

Tonight, on a train going somewhere,
a mother breastfed her month old child;
some smiled,
some were disgusted by the act,
others were oblivious... but the
child could not be bothered.  She
simply fed;
careless and
carefree. 
Oh,
to be so innocent...
so unaware of
worldly challenges; of
war;
religion;
rising costs and stagnant wages...

Tonight the dust was blown off the
face of an old LP, and as
the sitar on track one of side two
echoed across an empty room,
a man remembered that
we are all one and
life goes on within us
and without us.

Tonight, the police gunned down a
14 year old boy as he
ran from a crime scene, and
as he laid there in a pool
of his own blood,
clasping 5 dollars in one hand,
and a cell-phone in the other,
I can’t help but think of the irony...

Because tonight,
8 blocks to the east,
in an old wooden house
in the middle of the city,
as a man stares from behind a picket fence,
somewhere in between
a whisper and a dream,
a child was born.

© José V. Guerra Awe

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